Today is the day that we are going to finally find out the sex of our baby. I am not sure why Kevin is so hell bent on it being a boy but whatever it is I will be happy. I just want them here and healthy. 

It took me a while but I am actually really excited about being a mother. My mom is coming down from Baton Rouge to help us out after I give birth because Kevin doesn’t really let people in the house like that. His mom was off cruising the world with her new boyfriend. The way she spends money now you would never she is from the projects. She was bougie with a capital B but I love Mama Josephine. I wish she was here a little bit more for Kevin but there was nothing I could really do. All I could do was love him with all I got, and that I am down for.

I looked at myself in the mirror and was amazed how much my body changed. I don’t know why I thought I didn’t look pregnant. My little love was definitely starting to make their presence known. I haven’t felt any kicks yet but according to Sinclair, who thinks she is my baby daddy, that usually doesn’t happen to first time mothers until 16-25 weeks. At just 17 weeks, I am waiting waiting waiting.