I had an honesty moment…. I don’t want to date right now online or otherwise. I was trying to rush into something in order to get over the ex-Mrs and “The Ghost of GFs Past”… that’s whack.
I had this epiphany when I met a really nice attractive woman and I dismissed her without just cause.
The old adage about getting over one woman by getting under another is not really for me. That plus some of these broads are heavy… and I need to keep it light.
So with that the app is removed from my phone.
Sorry I won’t be able to regale you with any more tales of catfish. BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOURS!
Three years ago I had the love of my life… and I believe I screwed it up.
I don’t remember how we met at all and our end is equally as murky. You see we never technically dated. In reality we both dated other people, but in the back of my head she was undoubtedly the ying to my yang. It was our little secret that I kept even hidden from myself. She got me and it was perfect. Until she told our secret aloud. DAMN! I got freaked and ran. Not literally, though I probably would have literally given the chance, but I distanced myself as much as continentally possible. It wasn’t until she was gone and virtually engaged that I realized what had happened. In retrospect, it all worked out for the best… for her. So I am happy… for her.
I think the core problem in this situations was me. I didn’t know how to be a girlfriend. I need to work on that so if God blesses me with another woman I can know how to act.
Sooooo enough of that introspective sh*t, I am starting to online date. Not that these women will be my trial and error… test dummies of sorts but … well no no that is definitely not what they will be.
I hope she doesn’t read this… but if she does… Hey boo.
looks around with a forced smile
First up… Plenty of Fish. Why? Because it’s free.